My Lost Friend

The friend I always longed for.
the one who always
stands close to my heart
and makes me smile
Every time
When you are around.
That genuine affection
and the longing eyes
reflects a 
heart full of love.
What should I do?
To light up the smile
that's lost
in the corner of your lips.
What will I do,
To trigger
the dormant vigor
that's hidden in your hurt heart
My friend ,
 who is  the best.
What can I do,
to bring light back
in  those eyes,
that's lost somewhere
down the road.
All I wish to do is
to bring back
you to you.
I will hold your hands
and we ll search together
and find you back,
to live life,
The way I want you to.

Looking Back

I just threw
my smile off the window
last night
and the sleep off my eyes.
all the laughter and fun
weighed down on me
and they looked at me
and questioned me
i dint have an answer
or i chose not to

Pathless Journey

Strange things do happen

you know who you are

still you are not that

when you look into those eyes

which takes you to a different world

that smile that transports you

 closest to  heaven

mornings are a bliss

and I wait for evenings

long for the endless nights

I say I don't know

when I want to tell

you a million things

and I don't  care where

my legs are going

as long as they just follow you

and  there is never no

when it is you.

if only there was a reason

or a manner

to change all the 24 years I have lived.

what you are to me

the whole world will never  comprehend

and I wonder

if such a thing even exist.

I am just blind

and I just smile

and I also know

I am freak

and the entire world dooms

I fight so hard

and repel so fast

we don't seem to pull away

why does n it happen

it will ease the pain

we are going through

and who will show

us the end

of this beautiful journey.

December!

Come December!
the Year begins to set on you.
hopes and promises draining down you.
You engulf all the failures.
 erode  the troubles away.
wipe out all the hurt.
 clear  all the resentment.
For all that was a thing of a past.
thing of a last year.


You brought a lot of love last year,
it all turned out as a disguise.
You brought more love inside,
to anoint all the hurt you caused!
to show me the way out,
clearing all the clouds.
 to a new place,
to new people.
All that I love even more.
I chose to remain stoic,
and learnt i cant remake others.
You made me strong.
and  humble.
and to know who I am.
You succeed to make me fall in love with life all over again.


You promise new hopes,
Fresh Smiles.
December, I wish you come  a little more often.
Life needs a restart every now.


It had been too long a wait,for you, this December.
You be by my side to end this year
You made me evolve,
Now, let me go.
To the land
Where I wish to fly,
into to those arms
that needs me more
than you do.

Far away!

I lie down with  weary eyes.
with a heavy heart and aching body..
with every jolt I know
 I am coming near you
I look at the stars through the window ,
hallucinating,
 your face
up the  dark sky,
 the glowing moon
and the twinkling stars
reminds me of the day
we parted on the same station.
the train took me away
to a far away land.
The music lingering in my ears,
only memories to carry
and endless midnight calls
incomparable with those 2 minutes
of looking into your cute eyes
and the ingenuous smile.
Every time I hear you,
The breeze carries me closer to you.
In one night, life will change
I will be in your arms in the morning.
my eyes refuse to close now
longing for  your mild caresses
I promise  you.
I will not take long
to come back to you!
Separated by miles,
I know with every night
the pain does not seem to abate.
I promise you,
One day I will renounce everything,
Just for you.
One day I will know
All I want is you.

Laura

I cry and pray
God.!
You gave her everything..
Everything a girl will want for
and everything a man will look for in a woman..
How will I tell her,
She is showering all her love
To all the wrong person in the world.!

God!
I only wish,

You had put a little more love
To be showered on her
And little less love
that she would not throw herself
To all the cruel men around..

Who only lose themselves
In her mysterious smile..
In her naive eyes
In her lustrous hair.
In her supple skin


Who can look inside her..
the mystery behind her smile
the innocence behind her eyes
the pain behind the smile
the sorrow behind those eyes.

The longing in her eyes
When I leave her
the grip of her hands
to hold my hand for ever
and still letting me go

I stand here helpless
only to see..
She longing for him still
I would not have let tat drop of tear
fall from eyes..
If it was only him!

I know she secretly squalls in her bed,
For all the love she still has for him
and for all the anguish thrown back on her..


Should I protect her Lord?
For You have failed .
Should I love her Lord?
For he has failed
Should I leave her Lord?
For I already left her.

Road Trip

With rains
kissing the window panes

I sit trembling in the back seat
The cold winds hitting me
Strange feeling irks me up
Finding it hard to resist
I found it is hard to cheat myself

Denied all the love
That came along
Trying to run away from it
Only to find  you
And all your love
To look in the mirror
And to meet your eyes
That chilled my  spine
and i decide to refrain

To smile in my bed
Alone
Only to imagine
If it meant
more than just holding hands


Those arms where I find
My dad’s warmth
Which I lost all the way
And the  chest
Where I sleep
Just like my Mom’s
which I miss every day

Those endless discussions
On how to life was
and how life is
Only to find
how much we meant
to be together


Those endless laughs
your wry humor
gets back all
those long last
childhood days


Never felt short of words
for a poem
I can’t imagine
how  strange a  feeling it can be