With rains
kissing the window panes
I sit trembling in the back seat
The cold winds hitting me
Strange feeling irks me up
Finding it hard to resist
I found it is hard to cheat myself
Denied all the love
That came along
Trying to run away from it
Only to find you
And all your love
To look in the mirror
And to meet your eyes
That chilled my spine
and i decide to refrain
To smile in my bed
Alone
Only to imagine
If it meant
more than just holding hands
Those arms where I find
My dad’s warmth
Which I lost all the way
And the chest
Where I sleep
Just like my Mom’s
which I miss every day
Those endless discussions
On how to life was
and how life is
Only to find
how much we meant
to be together
Those endless laughs
your wry humor
gets back all
those long last
childhood days
Never felt short of words
for a poem
I can’t imagine
how strange a feeling it can be
